Sunday, November 17, 2013

Wrong home

People said home is a place where you find peace.
I'm home right now.
I'm back to my parents' house after years leaving them.
This is supposed to be full of happiness and excitement.
This is supposed to be a home for me.

But I'm feeling different.
I'm feeling uneasy.
I'm feeling so lame.
I'm so shallow.

I feel much better back at my lodging house.
Maybe I don't feel this place as my home anymore.
Not to mention the heat, the tradition, the people.
I don't like the heat.
I don't like the complex tradition.
I don't like the people with loud voices and strong language.

It's just not me at all.
It's not me.
It's not my home.
I'm at the wrong home.


what do we know about marriage?
two in-love people tying their knot so they won't be separated anymore?
two people finally find their bed soulmate?
two people who are sick of attending their friends' marriage and suddenly decided to get married?
two people who are meant for each other even before they were born?
two people who only need a person to help pay the bills?

what is marriage?


Tuesday, November 5, 2013


If I was Bruce Willis, I'd say "Yippy Kaye MF!!"
I'm so unbelievable glad to realise that I'm no longer a student. 
I've spent so many years due to my attendance weaknesses, and so much money on this study.
I've shed so much tear just to write a whole good, well I'm not that confident to say great, thesis using Semiotics approach for 2 YEARS!!

In the end, I got A for the thesis and I got nice GPA. 
How GRREAAATTT MY SELF is, well I can't be stopped from being narcissistic. 
I should thank my self as well for doing great, right?

After all, I now can pronounce I'm a Bachelor of Arts and goodbye Campus..

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Friday, October 12, 2012

Fresh squids

Yay! I went to the beach market in Palu, Central Celebes, and I found these fresy big squids. It was WOW! I love squids and fish so much that I couldn't control to buy them all.
Finally I bought the squids and fish, then left them to my Mom to cook. The best part about cooking the squids is the ink. Most of people might throw the ink away, but we keep it and use it in our cooks.
The ingredients are just garlic, red onion, ginger, chili, lemon juice, celery, and leek.
I'll give the full recipe on my next post.

Luv you

Dad and Mom with I when I was a lil girl.

Sunny fruit

You know how refreshing the watermelons are..