Sunday, November 17, 2013

Wrong home

People said home is a place where you find peace.
I'm home right now.
I'm back to my parents' house after years leaving them.
This is supposed to be full of happiness and excitement.
This is supposed to be a home for me.

But I'm feeling different.
I'm feeling uneasy.
I'm feeling so lame.
I'm so shallow.

I feel much better back at my lodging house.
Maybe I don't feel this place as my home anymore.
Not to mention the heat, the tradition, the people.
I don't like the heat.
I don't like the complex tradition.
I don't like the people with loud voices and strong language.

It's just not me at all.
It's not me.
It's not my home.
I'm at the wrong home.

MARRIAGE

MARRIAGE.
what do we know about marriage?
two in-love people tying their knot so they won't be separated anymore?
two people finally find their bed soulmate?
two people who are sick of attending their friends' marriage and suddenly decided to get married?
two people who are meant for each other even before they were born?
two people who only need a person to help pay the bills?

what is marriage?
tradition?
obligation?

WHAT??????????

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

GRADUATION

If I was Bruce Willis, I'd say "Yippy Kaye MF!!"
I'm so unbelievably glad to realise that I'm no longer a student. 
I've spent so many years due to my attendance weaknesses, and so much money on this study.
I've shed so much tear just to write a whole good, well I'm not that confident to say great, thesis using Semiotics approach for 2 YEARS!!

In the end, I got A for the thesis and I got nice GPA. 
How GRREAAT GOD is!!
How GRREAAATTT MY SELF is, well I can't be stopped from being narcissistic. 
I should thank my self as well for doing great, right?

After all, I now can pronounce I'm a Bachelor of Arts and goodbye Campus..