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This is the time that I bet most of the women in this world hate. The time of unstable hormone; wanting to eat a lot and puke the foods again, to kick somebody's ass, to make anything become a problem, to be treated well, etc. It's the time of women's monthly period.
I know we, the women, sound and seem crazy at this time. I know you, the men, always want to avoid us at this very unstable time. But one thing for sure actually, we just want to be treated well. We just want you to be there for us and hug us. That's all. But none of you understand the hormone, NONE!
All you guys can do is just mumbling grumbling about us, you think we love to have this estrogen hormone?? No, not that much. We also wonder why we have this kind of period? Why can't we have the same thing with you, men?

All I can think about right now are cold fresh water, egg scramble, boiled potatoes and carrots, my bed and its pillows, ah... I wish I was at home now.  

Miss you A

Dear A,
there is a song on the radio that feels so right about us.
It says

Jika memang kau terlahir hanya untukku
Bawalah hatiku dan lekas kembali
Kunikmati rindu yang datang membunuhku
Untukmu seluruh nafas ini..

Takkan kusia-siakan hidupmu lagi

I don't who the singers are, a woman and a man. If anyone out there (Indonesian) who read this post and know the song, please do give me the singers' name. :)
I do really want to intend this song to A, but unfortunately we're not in good relation.
A time-out for us. 

Dear A,
Honey.. Don't you see me crying here? Don't hear me calling out your name here?
You might think I'm too over but this is who I am that I can't control my emotions
that I can't control my utterances
that I can't control my keeping calling you all the time
that I can't control my worry towards your safety

I'm only a woman longing for my man to come back home, call me, and share me his stories while away from home. Is it so hard for you to do so? Is it wrong that I'm so in love and worried about you?
I'm sorry for bothering you all the time with my boring stories. It is the only way for me to keeping my stress away. I'm too afraid of getting the same old sickness again because I want to start a new life.
I believe you are busy out there, I know there's a lot of things you've been thinking about but as I told you before that I am here for you as not only a woman-friend but also a best friend. I've told you that you can always count on me even though I cannot always find you the way-out. At least, let me heal you and hug you at the lowest point of your life.

See now?? You treated me like I never care about you. You treated me like I never want to listen to you.
How should I react on this lunatic time? What should I do when you are like a stranger?

One more time, you can take me as your best friend too.


Love,
I

New and lively Blogspot

It's been too long for me to open my blog again and find out this lovely blog has changed into a more lively one!
I guess I'm going to be more in spirit of writing everything.